davidguegan wrote:
Scott,
I still have hope. At the end, the club needs volunteers, elected or not, in approval of the Cabinet or not.
For me, the most important is to have a French Army (because I am a member of it) and a coalition of Monarchies to fight against
There is one thing I don't want, I don't want my club to become the Blitz, I have been shortly a member of it (on the PzC side) and I have to say that during that time I missed the armies system, the friendly fights of our tavern.
But like you and certainly many of us, I am tired of those fights that at the end only split apart members of the club. We said what we had to, let's hope that it won't end with a witch hunt (even if it's starting to look like one).
This new process was supposed to unit us all on the road to
progress and I think there will be a lot to do to get there. The election won't be enough.
I have read somewhere that you can measure a real democracy not by its electoral process but by the way it can handle the shift of power.
Everyone has things they like about each place. I like the armies & taverns too, guess that kind of why I came back. But I like the Blitz too as it is just pure gaming.
I will say something though, Bill Peters has said multiple times that the best things he did for making himself happier was to quit all the Clubs. Bill, despite a lot of personal challenges, has a much different tune to him today. He is on to something.

I will say the two & half months I was away from here this past fall were really enjoyable, I will admit a part of me was missing by not being here, but sometimes I wonder why I came back too. It ultimately was for some of the guys I liked over the years. But I discover a bit more as time goes on that I can find these guys elsewhere too.
It all stems back to last year when I decided & tried to remove a lot of things from my life that weren't worth dealing with, places, people et al. One of the main reasons why I quit being an admin here back then. My lady comes home every night from the hospital ICU she works and tells me about the many conditions & illnesses people have et al and all the terrible things people go through and often end up not making it. It is her way of unwinding, but it is my way of hearing what can happen to anyone at anytime in their life. It starts to have an impact after a while and you start to try to change yourself and do more things that have meaning and matter. Things that make you happy too....

The two months I was gone, I got involved in other things head on. I even got into my roleplay world again that I have been a part of for almost 10 years. You want a creative outlet, these guys are pretty cool for it. A lot of fun & a lot of flexibility. After a long day at work and then hearing about her day, often that's all I want and those guys deliver. Why?? Because the admins make it that way....they make it a priority. One major rule they use to keep flaming and trolling down to basically nothing no real life politics et al, only RP story line. There about 7 of us there these days and we do a lot more than a lot of other places I've seen on the internet......then there are the other two Clubs, but I won't moan on about them.
I think I should rethink what I thought last year. Everyone is different and everyone has what matters to them. I thought about running for a Cabinet spot this coming, year, but really, that would just be more headaches and annoyance. No, best to disengage and withdraw....just watch and not partake. After all it will all just be a cycle of elections & campaigns....